just chill!

I've really got to just chill out.

I'm starting to do my own head in. Worry, worry, worry; project, project, project; stress, stress, stress. About nothing, mostly.

So, I have decided I must take steps to take better care of myself - and that does not mean this endless droning and self-analysis. Stop the negative thoughts in their tracks, and do things that help.

Seeking peace - well, at this moment, the picture above is a perfect illustration of peace for me. So I'm going to make that my 'happy place'. LOL.

Being outside has always helped to calm me down, and today I took out an annual membership for the local botanic garden. This means I can get in free whenever I want, and I can go and sit on the above bench, or any of the many others that nestle in gorgeous green glades or peaceful corners of the garden.

It's nature, but ordered nature, and I think it's just the kind of environment that will help me to chill a bit, if I take advantage of it.

I hate the fact that if there is anyone out there reading this, it's going to make no sense whatsoever...

If you are reading, I'm really not that bad...and I save all the crazy for here. :-D